Binge :(

I binged on cereal today. It was awful and I wanted to puke my guts out, but I decided to go cycling instead. I burned about 2000 calories, and it was freezing cold and pouring rain, so my body was shivering and trying to keep me warm, so that's even more calories. Total, I burned much, much more than I ate, so that's good. I still feel bad about it though. :( I feel like I don't have to eat for about 7 more years... I think I'll go on a hike this evening and that will make things better. Oh, and I'll take a supper with me and tell my parents that I'll eat it when I get to the top of the mountain (but of course I won't) so then I skip supper. I think I deserve to skip supper, what with the huge binge earlier. It was grotesque.


There's not much else to say... I hate my body and that's about it. I just want to lose this weight already. I'm getting quite impatient. I guess that just means I have to exercise more. 


Off I go up the mountain!








Miss Madeline Fogg